Tuesday, January 18, 2011
The Ridiculed Mob, And I'm Still Me
Monday, January 10, 2011
Kinder Thoughts..Put Out In The Most Proper Words.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Beautiful shitty day, or shitty day is beautiful?
It's a good day to rebel, maybe a good day to repent. It's your total call. What matter in the end is where will it take you, what will it make you.
Rebel, hurt as many as you can. Victory is measured by the number of hearts you manage to break. Satisfactory would be of how many prides you manage to stomp. The prize would be the thick robe of fear you'll be wearing around. Doesn't sound so bad, does it?
Repent and give up your precious egos which you have spent half your life building. Let the world look down on you. Bear with the jeering titles that will be escorting you all the way. Don the robe of invisibility that would slowly tint your existence from the universe. Stomp on your own pride, pick it up and hide the sad story in your little pocket. Doesn't sound so fun, does it?
Either one would surely get you somewhere, certainly would make something out of you.
Maybe before choosing which will be the agenda of the day, you would want to consider where will your final step land on. A foot in a mud hole, or a sprained ankle trying to avoid a mud hole.
But who cares, right? like, it's your stinky mess, it's your stinky life
At the end of the day, look at yourself in a mirror. See _____(which) makes you feel like _____(what). Fill in the blanks like a good school kid. If the score makes you happy, do it again tomorrow. If it makes you feel like shit, go kill yourself so you won't be doing it again tomorrow.
Have a good day, end it with a smile, or something that look like a smile *pling*
Monday, October 13, 2008
Mark my words
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Thankful Heart
I see the hills so green like that of a lush green piece that would carpet a royal home (normally it's red but my head says green would be nice and it's good for the eyes).
And I see the river flowing endlessly, disappearing to the limit of one's eyesight. The shallow ripples over the rocks, the deep stills in dark mysterious green.
Cool air dancing around me, breezing about divine tidings of the havens , in the language that comprehensible only to those who care to listen.
This is no man's land where my grandfathers were privileged to roam and consume on all its goodness.
Though time has lost count of my generations, still the blessings are ours, richly to enjoy.
Just how lucky more can i get? Maybe you'd say not so lucky....sue my ass if I insist to feel like one *pling*
Emotional Reunion
God, look how well the time's worked on you uncle S. And damn I miss uncle U so much. You remind me so much of him. You remind me so much of my perfect childhood. You and him, and so many others. You, my fathers, spoiled me dearly that it aches each time you come to mind. I have learned well to disengaged myself from so many things in life in the past few years, but I've failed to let you go, fathers. I kept my eyes even more tightly and sobbed harder when i felt a gentle caress on my head. Afraid to meet the gazes that were devouring on the show. Heck, as if I care. Bravely opened my eyes, despite the feeling of being greatly taunted by the crowd. Instead i was met with reassuring smiles of the many i knew from my younger years, and among them I spotted the other fathers approaching, eyes glistened. Man, how much I've grown, how much they've aged...